a career milestone...

Next monday will be our Company's 2012 Business Plan presentation. I was once of unfortunately fortunate one's to present this year's BP. This will be presented to our Company's President, Chairman and stakeholders (including investors and partners from South Asia). Being away from school for almost a decade made my memorization a little too rusty but I think I can fix that. My real problem is my NERVES! As in! I do have problems w/ speaking in front of a lot of people, i buckle and stutter a lot. Not only that, but something in me makes me lock all my systems and make me shutdown. And the more everybody lauds me and says "kaya mo 'yan", the more I would want to curl up and hide.

Now I have to work this all out Big Time! With only less than a week before the actual presentation, I have to steady my frying nerves, I have to memorize and correctly pronunciate my high fallutin' spiels, and to top it all I have to remember to SMILE. Which makes it all the more difficult. Because, Okay, I have already memorized my spiels, but i buckle, when i do not buckle, I have to remember to smile, and when I did start to smile, I forget my lines. Haaist! Who says life is not difficult?

So I need to learn how to put this act up together. This is a big opportunity for me to show them what I got (If i really got "IT"). I am praying to God to help me soothe my nerves, to help me remember all my lines and make me look confident in front of my bosses.

I hope that I can do this...

To God be the Glory.